What do I want? Honestly?
to make the people I love comfortable, accepting and content with themsevles. I want to be able to just blink and give them happiness of self; I want them to love themselves. I want that to apply to me as well. Dammit, I'm so... so SICK of watching the people I love suffer because of this idiot notion that somewhere along the way gets shoved into their brains that they cannot be content or happy just by BEING.
And to those of you that read this and know that I am speaking of or around you... realize I will never, never tire of hearing of your troubles or woes in their every form... and to never second-guess sending me any rant or rave or even, especially lol self-pitying letter... I love you for it, for every inch of you, and dammit I WANT that...
I am simply sharing my frustration of seeing these INCREDIBLE beings, these AWESOME, AMAZING PEOPLE so unhappy and I cannot do a thing about it, I cannot even give resolve.
I want peace for all of you, happiness, LOL and DAMMIT if just for one day, the ability to whisk away to anywhere in the world and just BE there for whomever needs it.
Giant hugs, and all, ALL of my love.
heh.. uhm, maybe this should be in feelings? ~weak lol~...