Ok. Here it is, 3 a.m. (my time) and I'm wide awake. WHY you ask?(even if you didn't I'm telling you anyway!)
Because I went to bed at 7:30. Why you ask? (do we really need to discuss this?)
Because I was so tired from one of the worst weeks of my life at work! In the last two weeks TWO employees in my department were fired. I was happily doing a special project and was pulled off that to go back to my 'former' position. At first I was told I'd get a promotion and raise. That was when the first girl got canned. Then the second one was let go. So I've been going in early, skipping lunch to work at my desk, and trying to leave on time. Mentally, I'm exhausted. And still, no promotion, no raise. They did this to me in another department there once. Promised me something if I'd stay and it never materialized.
"What would we do without you?" is what I'm hearing now. Because of my work ethic, I can't let things go..I have to help...the people we represent are depending on us and because WE have employee problems, there is no reason for them to suffer.
So here I am, 3:15 a.m. and can't sleep. Sigh.
Thanks for listening (and for those of you who skipped over my tirade and went to this last paragraph, it's ok. I understand! LOL)