I do like your attempt to pass on your experience and pain to your reader, but I think you should beware of your perspective a little bit.
I wish you'd be more concrete. The mirror could use some more detail, as could the person next to you. My favourite thing about your writing is on vacation in this poem, but then again, cathartic poetry doesn't easily allow for interpretive value.
Hope all turns out for the better, Ri...
Faith is a fine invention
When gentlemen can see
But microscopes are prudent
In an emergency.