I remember the note written to myself
sweet surge in realisation of what we had
I still mean every word escaped upon paper
it would have been, enough, kept only in my head.
Funny, I may as well have kept them there
and torn to shreds each line of waste
like every word you lied, tears in my head today
am I being to harsh upon your withered fake?
You asked me, when did I realise how much you loved me?
without answer were you, for I, was never graced with such feelings you knew
epiphany you said, graced with my infinite heart
all I ever knew in truth was that I loved you whole
Falling over myself to heal you when in need
nurse to patient, nothing in return, but further abuse
feared you dead, my countless hours awake alone
I imagine you carried on regardless, laughing as I cried and died so young
You're stuck in my bones, you know?
wishing, but knowing I'll never out grow the mark you made
good and bad, unconditional remains,
now, I love you, and expect nothing back.
Instant karma's gonna get you.
[This message has been edited by gemjop (08-03-2003 09:24 PM).]