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sleepymoongirl
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0 posted 2002-07-11 09:01 PM



fear tries to over take me
tell me lies to make me hate myself
i hope that battle isn't won
am i really important?
do i serve any purpose in life?
what does tomorrow bring really?
new hope? new disapointments?

waking up to see grey skys
where are the rainbows?
they seem so rare these days
after the end of a storm is a rainbow

i'm inbetween rain and sun
just grey skys
standing feeling so helpless
what am i to do
how am i to chase these skys that haunt me?
tell me now i hate just standing and waiting
being told my day will come

i want my day before me now
if it was would i mess it up?
am i the bearer of my own bad fate?
how does one lose themselves?
am i the cause of my own unhappiness?

what if i'm stuck living like this forever?
what if i reach the end and this is it?
is there any hope or do i look for hope in vain?

i feel all cut up inside
i wipe away the tears to face the world
another day what will it bring?
a sky clouded over? to only hope for tomorrow?
is this the rest of my life?
it has been for quite sometime
i'm ready for change
i have been for sometime

questions answered with more questions
people questioning who i am
do they even know who they are?
am i just an easy target?
someone they see of whom to draw blood from?
why is it my blood the seek?
i don't know why it seems to easy to hate me
what did i ever do wrong?
am i just that unlikable?
so easily forgotten someone you can't care for
will it always be this way
is it too much that i want to know?

as u go in life there will be ur hardships it is up to u if it makes u or breaks u.  

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Twilight Zone
1 posted 2002-07-16 10:10 AM


try to ask and answer each question one at a time
Happiness is what we percieve it to be
Hope you find it
thanks for the read

là où est mon amour?
donde está mi amour?
wo ist meine Liebe?
Nelly Furtado é a menina a mais bonita no mundo largo do todo.


Dark Enchantress
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2 posted 2002-07-16 12:05 PM


I think the answers are more likely to come to you when you stop hunting them down so desperately. Sometimes you just have to let it fly. You know what I mean?

The poem was very honest, which I always apprciate. Good work.

"if you know me so well then tell me which hand do I use?" Tori Amos

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