i feal like a bomb
ready to blow
so much i want to say
and so much i must
but i never say anything about it
because it is so personal
i want to cry
but then i dont
it happens over and over again
and i still dont have anyone to talk to

i am crying on the inside
and on the outside...
not a one
no one knows about what i go through
i go to school and i act as nothing is wrong

the time came
and i was with my friends
i broke down and started to cry
they asked what was wrong
and still i did not say
i wanted to and had to
but didnt
only one person found out
yet it feals so good
i have someone to talk to

my angers and fears...
knowing that i can finaly let them out
this is the best friend

and all i can say is thank you