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Lisa_bebe15
Member

since 2001-11-15

Posts 151
Florida

0 posted 2002-02-22 08:26 PM

being un-loved
Is a feeling I am used to
you dont know how it feels,
to be left behind everytime.
never getting on that love train.
I guess I am just to ugly
to mean and not loveable
not like every other girl you love.
The perfect girl
blonde hair, blue eyes..the perfect cheerleader type
but I am just a blonde brown eyed swimmer
Its just something they have
and I don't right?
What is it?
What don't I have?
Everytime I give my heart and soul to you,
you take it and break it
I love you, I thought
and I thought you loved me.
like the perfect couple
But I shouldnt cry over a guy
but I do
I cry over you.
I cry for what is lost,
and what is gone.
Nothing will ever be the same between us
because of what happend between us
what did I do,
to make you leave me?
Please tell me,
I can change
I am sorry for what I have done to myself
but you can't help that
I guess this might be good-bye
I don't understand though
I am so confused I made myself sick
now I have to take the pain
of getting better,
without someone to love me.

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Jeff and I have broken up a lot over the past five months..he just asked me back out yesterday..I think that was a mistake..he cheated on me..and left me so I could find help..I don't understand why this isnt working...

"Water Over Matter"

xShUgArHiGhx

Member Elite

since 2000-09-26

Posts 3150
tRyIn tO fIt iN2 mY oWn ShoEs

1 posted 2002-02-23 12:12 PM

This is a really difficult situation to be in...you expressed your feelings well in the poem but unfortunately the answer to it all wasnt there so i do hope you find that soon...

mE & cHrIsTiNe GaVe A WhOlE nEw mEaNiNg tO ThE wOrD "iNcOgNiTo"

cherish
Senior Member

since 2001-03-25

Posts 1639
swimming in fairy floss...........

2 posted 2002-02-28 03:56 AM

*hugs* break ups are hard to take...like michelle said, you expressed yourself well...i hope things work out with you and him, if not then i hope you find happiness soon

Zombie

Torn are her limbs
By quiet hands that
Tug life(color) out of her.
Gnawing edges round
Into a broken(satisfying)
Shadow

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