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xShUgArHiGhx

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since 2000-09-26

Posts 3150
tRyIn tO fIt iN2 mY oWn ShoEs

0 posted 2001-10-15 11:52 AM

I want to go home,
to the place back in the day.
I was guarded and protected,
My haven never went astray.
Now my memories of home,
Are covered with cobwebs and dust.
Lost everything i had,
Lost all my love and trust.
If only they'd let me stay there,
Not pull me out of the tears.
They said its better to be happy,
I'll realize that in a couple of years..
Well its your fault you let me feel,
Took away my iron heart.
I was never a person prepared to feel,
You shoulda known that from the start.
You gave me special attention,
Medicine's galore..
Hoping and praying that one day,
I wouldnt cry anymore.
Well i feel fine now,
Feel everything that comes my way.
I have emotions thanks to you,
And i cant get them to go away.
I dont know how to deal,
Dont remember how to act.
Its been so long since i've felt things,
That my body doesnt know how to react.
Oh why couldnt u just let me be,
I was happy without a soul.
I cant find the emptiness,
I cant find my beloved sadness anymore.

anonymousfemale
Member Elite

since 2000-02-02

Posts 2797
Limbo

1 posted 2001-10-15 02:48 PM

WOW! I completely know how this is.or used to know. All the emotion in this silenced me. It is seriously amazing. So amazing that it's going into the library.
It is amazing what those little pills do to us. I'd much rather prefer to feel the pain than feel nothing at all....

Thanks so much for posting this. Much enjoyed!