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Nate Dogg
Senior Member

since 1999-11-15

Posts 1658
Georgia, Fulton

0 posted 2001-05-01 02:04 AM

This is another one of my old ones from my dark era that I wrote around the time I wrote previous poems like Diary Of A Madman, A Slice Of The Devil's Pie, and Angels with Dirty Faces.....anyways, I hope y'll like it!

My soul has fallen into a black hole
because, money and drugs,
have taken over my soul
as black thoughts, are constantly on my mind
as black thoughts, have put me into a deep grind.
Things got worser as, my faith in God caved in
as my soul, began to reflect a black aurora
and to my horror, I emerged from a dark pit as Satan
as, I began to spread to the world, crimes and diseases
and the next day, I emerged and shined, as Jesus
as I spreaded peace and love,
to everybody I enlisted
but underneath, the evil was six feet deep
and therefore, my heart and soul was twisted.
I'm losing the war between good and bad in my head
and to relieve myself from all this grief,
I think that I rather be dead.
A week later,
I'm in a mental hospital recieving treatment
laying unconscious, hoping that these nurses,
can stop Satan's bleeding impedement.
I'm crying "hold me, I'm dying slowly,
and I'm feeling oddly,
as I feel my spirit,
wobbly leave my body
as I wished that I hadn't sinned
because, my life on this earth has been takened.
Then, I fell into another deep sleep
and woke up feeling heated,
as I was mad cause I let myself seep,
into the ranks of the defeated.
In my dream, I fought with Satan for twelve rounds
and in the end, I got clocked out, with a knock-out punch,
as I fell down, into the darkness of hell's ground
but, those thoughts vanished quickly
as, I watched this new world before me,
as, I met Solomon and we chatted often
but from around about, I found out,
that he was from the hoods of Compton
and one day, on a late Sunday,
he presented me with a ruby stone
but, as soon as I touched it,
it turned into a bloody bone.
Then at the corner of my eye,
I saw Christ walking around,
with a hatchet and a rollie gun.
Right then, I knew he wasn't the holy one.
The next day, the sun rose up beaming
and I woke-up screaming
but, before my eyes, and to my pleasant surprise,
I saw that I was only dreaming
as, I was back in my body,
and not in any evil places
and to make sure of this, I checked my face
as you can bet that, I earned and learned a whole lesson,
which was to stop soul-guessing,
as I've decided resurrect my conscience and eject this nonsense,
in order for my soul, to recieve a golden blessing,
for destiny to manifest, and for my soul to unfold in heaven.

[This message has been edited by Nate Dogg (edited 05-02-2001).]

Joyce Johnson

Member Rara Avis

since 2001-03-10

Posts 9912
Washington State

1 posted 2001-05-01 02:18 AM

Oh Nate, that was a terrible ride you took us on. No more dreams for you. Joyce

Mysteria

Member Laureate

since 2001-03-07

Posts 18328
British Columbia, Canada

2 posted 2001-05-01 05:01 AM

Well this was one heck of a bedtime story...now I shall find my pillow and hide! Great writing in the halls of darkness and a job well done, but mommiiee, now I will have a nightmare!

Nate Dogg
Senior Member

since 1999-11-15

Posts 1658
Georgia, Fulton

3 posted 2001-05-01 11:14 AM

thanks Joyce and Mysteria for reading....peace!!

Nathan

JamesMichael
Member Empyrean

since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

4 posted 2001-05-01 06:21 PM

Nate I believe there is a constant spiritual battle going on for the souls of man...who will win our soul and who will lose their soul...James

Nate Dogg
Senior Member

since 1999-11-15

Posts 1658
Georgia, Fulton

5 posted 2001-05-02 09:17 AM

Thank you James for your reply!

Nathan

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