Honey I cried when you left me. But you knew that. It was more than a sad cry. It was laced with some happiness. Thank God for that. Oh yes I wanted her more than anyone in this world. I was already in the middle of my sadness as I awoke to another morning sans her smile. And for the love of God I hate to miss her warm sweet kiss. I feel as if this is way too soon for all the beautiful times we shared to become only memories in two hearts that cared. Still I honestly do love her and I respect her desire to be free. Everyone needs to follow the road to happiness and love has opened my eyes to the realization that her happiness may or may not rest with me. Honey I was worried that my actions hurt you or scared you away. But now I realize it wasn't me after all. It was your heart trying to find the way. I cry for the precious experiences we shared as one. Nothing will erase the beauty of those moments from my heart. Nor no one.
Thank you doreen, Rosebud, Sea, Sudhir, Katherine, devina, Charisma, Sven, Koko, sweet Paula and bslicker for the generous kind words... Visiting my sons and brothers and sisters in L.A. in December...hope to see Michelle also in L.A...James