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CSKpoet
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since 2002-07-12
Posts 845
Island in Paradise

0 posted 2002-08-14 11:40 PM




Viscous stench of darkness wraps
bony fingers of death around my soul;
it's murderous assassins hands
skillfully clutching at my heart
while smothering my will to live,
strangulating my sanity,
leaving a broken self image
so hideously scarred that even
I don’t recognize who it is
that I see in the mirror.


All hopes dashed; faith driven
against the cold stones,
trodden carelessly underfoot,
the remnant pieces,
those shattered shards,
shredding to a bloody pulp
my witless romantic Cinderella notions
exposing more devilish schemes
to re-write the script of my exotic dreams
while I continue wearing rose colored glasses
acting out the role as the “happiest woman alive.”

All I ever wanted was to love and be loved;
And now, having failed at every twisted turn
enduring it all as years sailed by
leaving my idyllic youth
to rot somewhere in hell
with corruption, mold and decay,
where is there to go?

The world goes on and on
day after day.
year in... year out...
New faces appear....new dreams
New songs to be sung...

Those precious few who know me well
listen and truly sympathize,
wishing to high heaven
I would do something soon before it’s to late
to dispel impending tragegedy
But after all the reasoning
and pretty little words in a row
are spoken....
I am left with all the dirty,
overwhelming gory details
Of what to do.... where to go...
How can I survive this time?
I’ve no strength for the devil!

Laughter wafts
through my windows,
the busy street below
is so unconcerned
with my personal soap opera.
There is so much yet to do!

Even so;
How would I gather
all the broken pieces
and put them back together again?
Ask Humpty Dumpty,
I know of no kings men.
Do you?

For once the mirror is cracked,
there is no putting it back
to its former reflection of glory.
Once cracked, always cracked....
leaving a garish image
crying secret tears
drowning in despair
of what might have been...

Just unsightly dust to be swept
under the rug and forgotten.

Poetry is:
Passion, imagination and intellect running together.

Aloha with warmest regards, Cheryl Stewart Koomoa

© Copyright 2002 Cheryl Stewart Koomoa - All Rights Reserved
Chameleon
Member
since 2002-08-07
Posts 99
Australia
1 posted 2002-08-15 09:34 AM


That some what a ride through hell....
I liked it
the images will stay with me when iam trying to sleep tonite.

wranx
Member Elite
since 2002-06-07
Posts 3689
Moved from a shack to a barn
2 posted 2002-08-15 02:49 PM


Cheryl,
This was a great, (I'm sorry)...reflection on lifes' situation. I've always liked this kind of retrospective work.

It is what I attempt and seldom accomplish.

~wranx

The shortest distance between two points...
is sometimes, intolerable.      

Bukowski

CSKpoet
Senior Member
since 2002-07-12
Posts 845
Island in Paradise
3 posted 2002-08-15 04:03 PM


Chameleon: It stayed with me a long time and sleep was no friends of mine...thanks for the read! snd the comment

wranx: thankfully this is about 2 years behind me during my now finished marriage and abuse..I thought this poem to be a ranting expulsion of bitter words and hurt... I guess it acheived the dark status and made sone sense to you..thanks for the read and time to comment.

aloha, Cher

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