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jwesley
Member Rara Avis
since 2000-04-30
Posts 7563
Spring, Texas

0 posted 2001-11-23 03:15 PM



Door To Oblivion

So I looked around and found down deep inside me
that which had been beaten down so many times,
found the essence of my soul cowardly hiding
just before  the door to oblivion,
found a spark,
fanned it to a flame,
a roaming malevolence that defied defiance,
that swore alligence to the devil himself
rather than be beaten insensible again.
So I looked around from high above all
that would suck the essence from my life,
and pounded to the ground those that threatened
and aligned myself with perceptions ugly face;
I became those who whored themselves
to the beast that feeds on the misery of others.
I looked around again,
and there you stood,
as you always had.
with the same enigmatic smile you always wore
through all the abuse,
the browbeating,
the terrible things I'd accuse you of,
while I, Satans whore,
considered myself so much more than you.
And I looked at the ground beneath your feet,
saw the bloody stains of my sins
and cried for the terrible things I'd done to you.
I looked around again,
saw you smile,
open your arms,
invite me in…
and I knew with you I'd never be the same again.
So I closed my eyes and slept
for the first time since I don't know when,
in the arms of the Father and the Son,
and the knowledge that I'd never be alone,
again.

w. james beard, jr.
© June 2001

© Copyright 2001 Wesley James Beard, Jr. - All Rights Reserved
Jeremiah Johnson
Senior Member
since 2000-06-08
Posts 1223
Brooksville, Fl, U.S
1 posted 2001-11-23 09:43 PM


great piece here. selling your soul snd then finding your path sometimes hard to do but i'm glad you did. you might want to check out a poem of mine called "crows death"

I'm a dying romantic and when i can no longer write i can no longer live -Jeremiah Johnson-


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