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catalinamoon
since 2000-06-03
Posts 9543The Shores of Alone 
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So cold and yet so burning hot my heart so bold yet so afraid dependent on your every whim to justify the love we've made. You're not with me, not totally I'd much prefer denial there no way to make you love me more no matter how my soul does care. Still pieces of your heart come through amidst the worry and the stress I know we're worth it, but do you? I wonder, can we stand this test? If letting go is what you need I have to find a way to deal with agony of hearts' destruct and tolerate the pain I feel. Just one more time I say to you We're worth it so in every way and in your heart you know it too because through all, some love has stayed. Perhaps you cannot offer me the love which poets write about but any piece of it you bring is so much better than without. Let me take it, the smallest crumbs and mold them into solid food take shreds of love you give to me and hold them close, let naught intrude. Ok, my love, this may be it you may have one last chance to show before my heart dies of this pain and nowhere left for us to go.. (It's ok, I am not living this anymore..letting go!) [This message has been edited by catalinamoon (edited 10-29-2001).] |
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Baroni Member
since 2001-10-14
Posts 94Ontario, Canada |
Wow... I am very glad to read that you are over this... I wish love didn't hurt so much... I know what you were feeling at thist time.... Wonderful. Does the name pavlov ring a bell? |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
And letting go seems to be very appropriate...don't worry love still sticks around when you let go...that is if it was ever there in the first place...James |
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jwesley Member Rara Avis
since 2000-04-30
Posts 7563Spring, Texas |
It's a shame to have lived it at all, my friend. Good to know you're turning loose now, moving on... Guess I've been lucky in the past 27 years of being with one woman - even with all our disagreements, spats (subtle word that) etc,, we have continued to agree on one thing...we have been good for one another, are good friends and have devoted too much time and effort to this marriage to just throw it all away (besides, who wants to train another woman...or husband after all this time??) And, we've just gotten our kids grown and can finally be "us" again. Gee, if she suddenly realizes what she has in me, I just may be single again tomorrow. You be available then... Kidding Moon - we're growing in years and I'll stick with her to the end...I signed on for the long haul and there's more to that than transcient love - love encompasses so much more than many today realize, and you, my friend I think know that, so hang in there - your day will come, it always does for souls like yours. jwesley [This message has been edited by jwesley (edited 10-29-2001).] |
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JT Member
since 2001-09-28
Posts 69Arkansas, USA |
Very well written. Good to hear you're not living it anymore. I know how tough it can be. Keep writing. JT |
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