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xShUgArHiGhx

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since 2000-09-26

Posts 3150
tRyIn tO fIt iN2 mY oWn ShoEs

0 posted 2001-09-14 08:10 AM

I'm sorry my friend,
Did i make you cry?
It's not my fault that deep inside,
I truely want to die.
Do you want me to pretend?
And put on a happy face?
I'll say i'm ok,
But my feelings just cant be erased.
I know this might scare you,
It scared me at first too.
Things will be ok,
Just like i've been telling you.
You dont like to see me sad,
And im sorry it has to be this way.
I just cant go on,
Pretending to be something that i'm not,
another day.
Are you ok?
Tears are falling down your face.
Why should it matter that i'm like this?
Someone could always take my place.
I dont think you really need me,
Your all so selfish and you prove it more everyday.
You cant take how i'm feeling,
You say it's just not fair.
Why should i believe you now?
You never really cared..

Apachecat906
Member

since 2001-09-04

Posts 217
Michigan, USA

1 posted 2001-09-14 03:00 PM

This was a really good poem...touched me. I feel like I am going through this kind of desperate pain at the moment, and often wonder if anyone else cares. I know they do but more than anything else I know I have to care about myself when I feel like this. Anyway, I like your writing and I wish I knew if you were just writing or really feeling this. If its not just writing then
(((((((((((((BIG HUG)))))))))))))))
And know that it is important for you to get through your pain.

Carrie

qtpieelmo
Senior Member

since 2000-07-04

Posts 989
Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY

2 posted 2001-09-15 12:36 PM

Wow this hit my heart--i've felt the exact same way b4--

LOVE ELMO

xShUgArHiGhx

Member Elite

since 2000-09-26

Posts 3150
tRyIn tO fIt iN2 mY oWn ShoEs

3 posted 2001-09-17 10:27 AM

This is definately how im feeling right now so thanks for the hug and heres a :::HUG::: for you too..if you ever need to talk e-mail me at Acabalena36@aol.com....thank you all for reading

JamesMichael
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since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

4 posted 2001-09-27 05:09 AM

Many times I wonder if they care or if they are just using me...James

Spine Grinder
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since 2000-10-28

Posts 1127
Standing In Silence...

5 posted 2001-09-28 05:26 PM

WOW! omg i LUVED this so much, cuz this is exactly how i feel right now! omg, so good, but sad......awesome job on this one

Did u ever have the feeling that he meant everything 2 u, yet u meant nothing 2 him?.....~me
~Perfect way you talk
It’s just one of the million
T

xShUgArHiGhx

Member Elite

since 2000-09-26

Posts 3150
tRyIn tO fIt iN2 mY oWn ShoEs

6 posted 2001-10-01 08:56 AM

Thank u

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