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nakdthoughts
Member Laureate

since 2000-10-29

Posts 19200
Between the Lines

0 posted 2001-05-04 06:30 AM

Thinking Of...

Some days I feel like"nothing"
although "nothing " cannot feel.
I wish for words to reach me,
to touch me, in the real.

A dreamer, it is, I've become,
there's "nothing" more for me.
Been teased a bit, believing in
that "once upon" could be.

"If only's" often enter mind
and "what I should have done".
But loving you's not easy
and sometimes, it's not much fun.

Onesidedness brings out in me
a cry for more, in pain
Wishing just for chances,
love's return to me again.

But recognized, I don't believe
and spell it out, I won't.
Giving up is easier,
than feelings of "you don't".

So, I shall take the easy route
and walk away from love.
Because it hides it's best from me
and leaves me "thinking of...."

~Wynter

"The worst prison would be a closed heart".
...Pope John Paul II

[This message has been edited by nakdthoughts (edited 05-04-2001).]

Irish Rose
Member Patricius

since 2000-04-06

Posts 10263

1 posted 2001-05-04 09:05 AM

every woman should be acknowledged, loved and adored....settle for nothing less!

this is so sad

Kathleen Blake

"When red-haired girls scamper like roses over the rain-green grass,
and the sun drips honey."
Laurie Lee

nakdthoughts
Member Laureate

since 2000-10-29

Posts 19200
Between the Lines

2 posted 2001-05-04 10:05 AM

Kathleen...Friday's are my saddest days....knowing how lonely I will be on the weekend...

~Wynter

"The worst prison would be a closed heart".
...Pope John Paul II

Professor Gloom
Member Elite

since 2000-07-23

Posts 3082
of Depression

3 posted 2001-05-04 02:26 PM

Times of thoughts and thinking,
Pondering words upon electronic pages,
Rhymes that express a sinking,
Not needing responses from sages.

Well written as usual.

Gloom

nakdthoughts
Member Laureate

since 2000-10-29

Posts 19200
Between the Lines

4 posted 2001-05-04 02:56 PM

Thank you, Professor..sometimes a response is warranted...sometimes not..

I tend to write in moods....today I sit here on and off....expounding...some would be better to not read me on days like this.

in a blue moon mood...

"The worst prison would be a closed heart".
...Pope John Paul II

Zyell
Member

since 2000-07-28

Posts 121
USA

5 posted 2001-05-04 04:25 PM

I wish there was something I could say, besides the usual, but there is not! I can only say....i feel your pain, not as you do,
yet still, i feel!

Life is an adventure
to be experienced

nakdthoughts
Member Laureate

since 2000-10-29

Posts 19200
Between the Lines

6 posted 2001-05-04 08:56 PM

thank you Z...just one of those days for me.....wishing I had that special love to touch..

~Wynter/M

"The worst prison would be a closed heart".
...Pope John Paul II

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