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Ginners Member
since 2000-07-22
Posts 339Mullica Hill, New Jersey |
I feel really not good,  i feel so miserable and alone,  this is just how i feel, no time no effort, i hope you guys get some understanding out of it, if you dont i am sorry.  What am I supposed to do? How am I supposed to feel? What can I say? What can I do? What can make it go away? How did it get llike this? When did everyone stop caring? What did I do wrong? What started this? Why won't they just stop? No one understands the way it feels, To be alone the way that I am, I never had anything, I never had anyone, All I thought I had was my friends, But look Ginny, YOu were sooooo soooo wrong, What were you thinking? You thought you could trust these people, YOu thought that they actually cared, How [profanity edited] stupid can I be? What did I do wrong, All I ever wanted was understanding, But no, can't even have that, Not at Clearview Regional High School anyway, So what do I have now? A sweet boyfriend right? Wrong---NO, He doesn't understand either, He won't just be on my side, But how can you blame him right? Who would want to waste time on me? What could he see in this, A broken heap of an emotional rollercoaster, Because that is all that is left, When they all see me in twenty years, They will all wonder, What happened to to her? Why did she throw it all away? What was she thinking? This is what happened, I don't even know how, I feel asleep and I had tons of friends, I woke up and they stopped caring, What happened?---This happened! so yeah everything sucks i have no friends my boyfriend is totally at a loss for words and best of all my wonderful picture perfect family treats me like [profanity edited] behind closed doors  oh and best of all no one cares! "I'll build a wall if we can keep them on the other side"---NIN "There is no always forever, just this"-the cure [This message has been edited by Severn (edited 02-16-2001).] |
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Temptress*Moon Member
since 2001-01-15
Posts 240Long Island, NY |
Gin, This was certainly a painful write for you...I'm sorry you are feeling this way..and i can relate to what you are going through....wish i had some way of making you feel better :O( WE are all here for you if You need to talk ....Email me if you need to*S* And try talking your feelings out with Your friends..family...and boyfriend... *HUGS* Temptress*Moon I slept and dreamed that life was beauty was thy dream then a shadowy lie? -ESH- |
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Ginners Member
since 2000-07-22
Posts 339Mullica Hill, New Jersey |
temp-i dont have any friends anymore, my family hates me and my poor boyfriend is stuck in the middle i have no one left. thank you though for offering to help, but i dont think anything will i think it is hopeless "I'll build a wall if we can keep them on the other side"---NIN "There is no always forever, just this"-the cure |
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Temptress*Moon Member
since 2001-01-15
Posts 240Long Island, NY |
Gin..NOTHING is hopeless, I know you are feeling down, believe me i know...but try and change something...in your life to make YOU feel better, It must be rough what YOU are going through...But things do get better....You are going through one of those hurdles on the path of life, and you can get over it...it just may take some time... :O( Cheer up, Hugs....Temptress*Moon I slept and dreamed that life was beauty was thy dream then a shadowy lie? -ESH- |
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