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Skyfire

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since 2000-12-27

Posts 3381
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0 posted 2001-06-11 10:37 PM

*This isn't a "religious" poem, I'm just trying to find some answers, and right now I'm trying to find them from God

Why, God, Why?
Why do I love him?
Why did he hurt me?
It's not fair.
Did he tell the truth
When he said he still
Loves me?

Why, God, Why?
Why HIM, of all people?
Why am I suffering?
It's so not fair.
Did I tell the truth
When I told him I
Love him?

Why, God, Why?
Why can't things be different?
Why did things have to change?
It's just not fair!!!
Could I have stopped
Myself from falling in
Love with him?

Why, God, Why?
Why can't things be fair?
Why can't life be fair?
Why does he have theses problems?
Why did I let him play me?

Why, God, Why?
Why didn't I see it coming?
I knew his reputation, right?
Why did I fall for a friend?
Why did I let this happen to me?

Why, God, Why?
Why can't I cry?
Why can't I cry when that's all I want to do?
Why does it hurt so much?
Does it always hurt?

Why, God, Why?
Why can I not express what I'm feeling?
Why do people around me not understand?
Why do they just give me advice?
Why don't they just listen?

Why, God, Why?
Why can't I just get over him?
Why do I love him so much?
Why did he love me so much?
Why am I letting this hurt me?

Why, God, Why?
Why do people say it gets easier every time?
Why do they think it hurts less the third time?
Why did I set myself up for this?
Why?

Why, God, Why?
Why did this happen when we were so happy?
Or did he lie about that, too?
It was hard, yes, but...
How can he lie so convincingly?

It was in his eyes, God, I SAW it.
He didn't lie to me about it
He did love me.
As close as a week ago he loved me.
Did it change?

Is it her he's playing?
Why do I not want that?
I don't want him to play anyone.
I don't want anyone else hurt like I am right now

We've been seperated for months
Why does it hurt more now than then?
God he DOES love me! So why are we separated?
God please. Help him. Help ME. Please God,
I want the pain to go.

It hurts so much I just can't bear it.
Please God, let me cry.
Let me work this out with him
Please God, let him phone so I can
Say good-bye or whatever needs to be said.
Please.

"Who did that?" "Charlie and Blake." "Who's Charlie and Blake?" "Rhonda and Amy."

Isabel Galaxia
Senior Member

since 2000-06-18

Posts 733

1 posted 2001-06-11 11:09 PM

WELL, since it's not a "religious" poem, I won't give a "religious" reply. Honestly though, it's my "firm belief" everything happens for a reason...if they didn't...why would anything happen at all? You may not believe it now, but EVENTUALLY, no time limits, everything will work out alright. All I can say is trust your heart or gut or whatever it is you've trusted before. Just hold on

If ya ever need advice(like real advice) or someone to listen, lemme know

Bel

Skyfire

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since 2000-12-27

Posts 3381
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2 posted 2001-06-11 11:55 PM

Thanks, I appreciate it, and I'll keep your offer in mind.
Rhonda

Dopey Dope

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Member Patricius

since 2000-08-30

Posts 11132
San Juan, Puerto Rico

3 posted 2001-06-12 02:00 AM

Wow, this had a lot of emotion built up within the poem. Good luck with everything. Hope all gets well soon.

I was born myself, raised myself, and will continue to be myself. The world will just have to adjust.

I'm in love with my shadow
I admire it daily

Skyfyre
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since 1999-08-15

Posts 1906
Sitting in Michael's Lap

4 posted 2001-06-12 04:39 AM

Ahem.

You stole my name ...

... guess that means you'll have to live up to it, eh..?

Nice to meet you, Rhonda -- I'm Linda. I'll be keeping an eye out for your work!

L

Linc

Senior Member

since 2001-03-07

Posts 552
The Backstreet Boy

5 posted 2001-06-12 07:16 AM

Hey,

Wow, this is very touching, I enjoyed reading it. This is the first poem of yours I have read, so I am going to put it in my library because I liked it so much. Keep posting and writting

until your next master work

-- Linc

"Once you reach your original goal it seems that the journey was your real accomplishment."

the_rescue
Member

since 2001-05-23

Posts 316
Japan

6 posted 2001-06-12 08:37 AM

wow that was a really good poem, keep your hope in getting back with the guy but don't let that consume you.

the rescue

in the silence of the night I hear angels voices singing your name oh how beautiful is your name as they sing over and over. (SPOKEN)

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