Not Ready for the Rain to Leave

azure blue, so clear the sky today
and the sun she's peeking in so bright
but I think I'm missing some the gray
and perhaps there's too much light

I'm not ready for the rain to leave
I need a reason for my heart so heavy
it is difficult for me to believe
I'd like dams to flood, to break this levy

if a song comes on with sweet violin
I feel the chills go across my soul
the tears they fill and well within
for a moment of feel, so very old

for I won't cry in the light of the sun
and you can't get me to be the one
to pull you down, nor make you frown
no, I won't rain on your parade of fun

but I shall let your memory loose
to go the way of you, if you choose
I'm just not ready for the rain to leave
for it would mask the way I grieve