Forgive?...I donít think I can
When itís my trust you attack
As I heal the walls are built
I canít live through this again
I hope you are plagued with guilt
Then again....I LET you in
I had the choice to turn back
My eyes shut when you came
This a self-induced attack
I have only me to blame
whoa, my sweet SS, you went deep for this one,
and you bleed with grace in every line.
you know i feel every word.
you know ... I know ... we know ...
WISH we DIDN'T know...
there is much I could say to this ...
but the thing that needs to be said the most is...
we must not close our selves off to leting love in...not everytime is a mistake and not every time, will it end in pain.
And we must not blame ourselves for loving someone.Remember how wonderful it felt in the begining...no one can be blamed for needing and wanting to let that in.
Heal in the sanctuary of those walls, but then come back out into the sunshine and feel its warmth again.
Otherwise we miss the rainbows that follow the rain.
Love you girl,
read my new signature, it applies here ...
feel free to take the "butterfly quote"for your sig.
I thought of you as well as my own sweet butterfly when I read it.
A friend sent it to me as a gift...
so I will do the same for you. *smile*
Some things cannot be explained by verses that rhyme,
They are not measured by the commitment of time.
Some emotions run too deep to be described by words,
Forgiveness and understanding-remain the most beautiful words ever heard.
"What the caterpillar calls the end ...
The world calls a butterfly"
~Lao Tze Tao~
~Butterflies are meant to be free~