Sitting in Michael's Lap
Sheesh! Haven't these people ever heard of CREATIVITY...? LOL
Methinks at this point, another lover is in order ... as I don't think it would be possible for it to become "hell" with someone you actually cared for ... one would hope that in that case the lack would have been noticed, and steps taken to correct the problem ... but then maybe that's just me...?
Not sure whether to giggle or cluck my tongue and shake my head, here, girl ... let's hope this isn't autobiographical! (If it is, see advice above -- LOL)
Full fathom five thy father lies,
Of his bones are coral made,
Those are pearls that were his eyes;
Nothing of him that doth fade
But doth suffer a sea-change
Into something rich and strange...
--William Shakespeare, from The Tempest