Just sitting at the computer
I've gotten lost in my srife.
I'm drowning in my life.
Let me strip it away,
if for no other reason, then to make it through today.
I'm seperate from you all,
trapped behind this damn wall.
I know not what to do.
I wish I could sleep inside of you.
You sit cloaked in perfection,
but I know your true intention.
Your confused and don't know why,
blood seems to rain from the sky.
It's starting all over again.
I am just where you've been,
or maybe you are just where I am.
It's all destroying this blessed damn,
that seperates good from evil,
right from normal,
truth from reality.
Now you're getting bogged down in irrationality.
You'd sell your soul for a dime,
everything is starting over one more time.
There is something inside me
and I know it's good,
but understanding is misunderstood.