Canyon Country, CA
Oh words just cannot explain
how big a fool I've been
I lost the trust I held so dear
'cause I fell into a sin
The words of 'Im sorry'
just don't seem to be enough
to simply state how wrong I was
for all that rotten stuff
I never meant to hurt you
or make you mad at me
and if I could, I'd turn back time
and I'm sure you might agree
You brought down the bricks of my defenses
when I swore I wouldn't trust again
the last time was the last time
I would ever let someone in
And I don't know how it happened
but it happened just the same
you tore down the walls I built
and it's only me to blame
'cause while I allowed the bricks to fall down
I wouldn't allow myself to trust
so I did and said the things I did
and now it's I that you distrust
So here I sit tonight
with guilt wrapped around my heart...
To gain back the trust I lost in you
our friendship must restart!
This poem is for someone truly special in my heart that, through my own stupidity, I hurt. There are NO possible words I can say to describe how truly sorry I am and how bad I feel, and my reasons are meaningless, so I wont even begin to give them. To whom this poem is for (you know who you are)...I love you and I am truly, deeply, HONESTLY, sorry.. I hope one day I can gain your trus back if you allow me to!
I'm not waving, I'm drowning!
[This message has been edited by Echo Rhayne (edited 04-30-2000).]