Jeffrey, I never thought you wanted him
dead. Just going along with you on your
decision to put him out of your life
and for you to protect your children, of
which I can only guess.
I wanted my stepfather dead, as to my knowledge he damaged over ten little girls
and my thoughts were thank GOD - he can
hurt no others. I am glad he is gone,
and so many times I wish it was many years
ago, and I had been brave enough to do
And should those death wishes ever surface,
please Jeffrey, that is totally "normal"
Through my life, I have had horrid thoughts
and even sat one night with my sister and
a butcher knife over his neck. We were more
worried about the "fingerprints!" Then she
chickened out, not me. -----and those
thoughts stick sometimes with me.
She was nine and I was seven and he was
sleeping - and all we could think is that
mommy said -- "He won't die, so don't try
to kill him. I know you guys want to do
away with him, but don't try, cuz you can't kill him!
Well, my mom may have saved us from a horrid
decision with her lies. And the sad part was
mom, truly believed what she said.