Welcome to Passions. I was touched by the tragedy expressed here by your poem and the fact that my own Mother died when I was two years old, but I think that the difference is that she did not commit suicide... I really think that the tragedy here is not found in the death of your Father, but in the way that he chose to live or the way that he chose to take his life... and also this is where the wonderful wonderful victory in your poem is found because you chose a better way. You chose to live and you chose to consider others in your life and the many many special gifts that you were given. A very good poem and I enjoyed reading it very very much.
God bless you and, again, W E L C O M E.