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Lost twice

Xeonox

Senior Member

since 2000-04-01

Posts 1764
CA, USA

0 posted 2005-07-17 02:23 PM

My love for you,
Now sounds desperate,
Stuck in the same cycle,
Not knowing when I will wake,
And see that you are now gone

All that is left of you-
Are memories,
That tell how much I was wrong,
And should have stuck to you like glue,

That made you smile for sure,
If only I can see it one more time,
Would satisfy me for a lifetime,
Knowing you still loved me,

Only twice I felt this hurt,
Once when daddy left me,
And now that you are gone,
I see no one else, who I let in,
And live in my heart,

No more tender moments are left,
All stolen, when you left,
Making me feel somehow-
This was all my fault,

Often at night, I beat myself,
Thinking that if I had tried harder,
And loved you better…

I speak insanity. I write fantasy. I sleep reality.

LoveBug

Moderator

Member Elite

since 2000-01-08

Posts 4697

1 posted 2005-07-17 08:41 PM

A very sad and powerful write. I hope you can stop blaming yourself, and I hope your writing can help..

Love's a lovely lad
His bringing up is beauty
Who loves him not is mad
For I must pay him duty
-Anonymous

Joyce Johnson

Member Rara Avis

since 2001-03-10

Posts 9912
Washington State

2 posted 2005-07-17 11:16 PM

Is this still the same girl? I had hoped you'd moved on. Love, Joyce

Xeonox

Senior Member

since 2000-04-01

Posts 1764
CA, USA

3 posted 2005-07-17 11:22 PM

Ok..it is the same girl..but the poem was written a while back. I have moved on..I am just slow in posting them..I don't want to overpost and then have people ignore the poems..u know...

I speak insanity. I write fantasy. I sleep reality.

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