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A Romantic Heart Member Ascendant
since 1999-09-03
Posts 5496Forever In Your Heart 
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You tore me to pieces, Over and over again, What I thought was the end, Was only the begining, The begining of my sorrow, You stole my tomorrow, You made me hate you, I had anger, pain, All emotions,emotions I often refrain, You used me, Took my love for granted, Uprooted every seed of love planted, Your words abused me, Cut me like a knife, Cut deep into my life, You made me feel like dirt, Not loved or wanted, By your words I am haunted, You lied and cheated, My heart was depleated, My purpose in life defeated, You hated my hair, Comments said about me not gaining weight, your apology came too late, I forgave and gave plenty of chances, Why is my heart searching for romances? You have caused this madness, This sorrow,This saddness, You want me to be perfect, You want things to be the same, I am sick and tired of your mind games, You want to control me, Not give me liberty, Love is liberty, love is free, Your self-esteem is low, You don't want me to grow, You won't let me go, To college or work, Sometimes your such a jerk, So selfish with YOUR wants and desires, Love is not jealous, Love is not selfish, Love encourages, and inspires, Why do I hold on? Why? Why do I not let go? Is it fear? That keeps me here? Year after year? Is this love? Perfect love knows no fear, Though my body is with you, My heart is not here, So here I am, Searching,trying to figure this all out, Wanting answers without a doubt, Why is it I feel nothing when I buy you a card? Have you completly made my heart hard? But I am afraid to let go, I don't even know, If I want to let go, Or maybe love has already let go of me, So This is the words my heart speaks, Feelings of my heart, Should I stay or should I depart? Be true to myself? Or forever pretend? Confusing situation I am in... |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
Romantic I share some of these feelings...when you have lived with someone that has taken you for granted and criticized you there will always come a day of reckoning... When that day came I didn't want to be with that person anymore...it wasn't any single thing...it was an accumulation of things over a long period of time. And then I felt like no matter what the person did I would never feel the same about them. They had there chance and they abused it. I want to find someone that will appreciate me...and accept me...without the conditions and the criticism. It is not easy finding the right person...some just want to use you or take advantage of the situation. I have lost my trust... it is a hard place to be... whatever you decide to stay or go...it will be a hard journey...at least for me it has been...but rest assured you will figure it out one day at a time....Take care...James |
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A Romantic Heart Member Ascendant
since 1999-09-03
Posts 5496Forever In Your Heart |
WOW, James I feel the same way, we must have had the same experiance, thanks for your words of comfort and advice! It helps to share with others who have had the same experiances!Thanks!!! |
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amazon_lover Member
since 2000-04-09
Posts 491Dublin,Ireland |
Nice one RH...I'm in a situation like this..I was once looking for romances..but I'm settled not with my ex..not with someone...when its time we'll know where to go..and nevr rush up with life Sincerely A_L |
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Mark Bohannan Member Rara Avis
since 2000-06-21
Posts 7269In the winds of Cherokee song |
Beautiful cryout RH. I just went through this not to long ago and it is never easy to make choices when sadness comes on all sides. Wishing a sweet outcome for you when all is said and done. |
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