My Loneliness

Laying in my bed
Every cold dark night
Thoughts running through my head
Tears blurring my sight.

It's hard not to feel so alone
When I never hear the blarring
of the phone.
I dont hear many knocks at my door
It makes the loneliness so
much more.

Sometimes the tears sting my
eyes,
Not one person hears my lonely
cries.

I dont know how long this can
go on,
Everything in my life seems
so wrong.

People can come and go,
But in the end who do I
really know.

I dont think i know myself
anymore,
Its not the same,
Not like before.

The pain in my life has
to fade,
Everyday
I look at the mess Ive made.

I do try to make myself feel
good,
Like the way I really
should.

Happiness is something that
i really miss,
but how can I be happy feeling
loneliness like this?