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My ED |
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Tears of Glass Member
since 2000-12-04
Posts 182Physically? VA.... Mentally? I'm not quite sure |
I am thin I'd love to hear, What I want is not clear. I don't know what I feel inside, In whom can I truly confide. People tell me they understand, These people lend a helping hand. But I want to talk to someone who knows how I feel inside, Someone who had this ED and learned the secrets how to fight. This ED is such a pain, I think I might soon go insane. I can only help myself, there is no other, To fight this ED I must fight to go further. I really don't want to die, And have people feel bad and wonder "why"? This ED took away all of my confidence, In situations I am not calm but rather tense. I want to totally change how I look, My love for my self this ED also took. I really don't like the way I look, so I don't ever flirt, I wish I felt confident wearing tight shirts and a small skirt. The ED slowly took over parts of my life... I want to live to be someone's mom and wife. I really want this and it's all in my dreams, But right now it is pretty impossible, or so it seems. |
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keoni Senior Member
since 2000-10-16
Posts 850Up in the mountains in the NFC |
I am so sorry to hear about your problem. I don't know what to say except for that there are places that can help, but I'm sure you already know that. If you need to talk to someone you can email me. If not, writing always helps. Jon |
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IsGona Senior Member
since 2000-07-14
Posts 723 |
First off his is a great poem. Secondly, I hope that you can find the confidence and the friends to help you rid this ED. "These people lend a helping hand. But I want to talk to someone who knows how I feel inside" I understand these lines the most. My friend had an Ed and I wanted to help her SO bad but it just seemed to make her mad. Your friends may not truely understand but trust me they can help. best regards IsGona "Every body has their destiny... I'LL CHOOSE MY OWN ~Hatebreed~ |
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Dopey Dope
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Member Patricius
since 2000-08-30
Posts 11132San Juan, Puerto Rico |
Down with ED!  I was born myself, raised myself, and will continue to be myself. The world will just have to adjust. I hate your socks. I'd like to burn them! |
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Lakewalker Member Elite
since 2000-08-05
Posts 3289On the streets w/ people |
You should get help with this if you are not already, you don't have to go through it alone. I think you did a good job of writing about it!  "Disagreements stimulate thought, thought stimulates action, and action stimulates life." --Lakewalker http://www.thehungersite.com |
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