~*~ Another in Mind ~*~

I felt guilty for liking another,
When he had someone else in mind,
The entire tyme he was telling me,
That he loved me
He said we’d always be
He refused to go back to her
I liked another
But denied it to myself
Even had the thought
To break it off and
Go to the other
Who held my heard in his hands
But didn’t even know it
I thought he loved me
I thought we’d last
So I told no one
Of my wondering thoughts
I thought of the other
When he held me in his arms
At night I dreamt of another
But during the day I kept it hidden
I was unsure about my own feelings
Shall I bring it up to the other or not?
I wondered if he felt the same
Or if I was full of hope
I wanted him to know
But was scared to show it
No one knew but myself
Because I made them believe
I was happy with him
But my heart had another in mind
I saw the break up coming
But he didn’t know
I had another in mind