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why im the way i am now :) |
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Allysa 
since 1999-11-09
Posts 1952In an upside-down garden 
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You may have thought you fooled me, when you told me all those lies. But being on the phone with you, was something I did to pass time. You may have thought I loved you, but you'll never know if that's true. Because you're not inside my head, and there's nothing you can do. You may have thought I thought, the same things that you did. But being with you was dangerous, my sanity it did rid. You may have thought I was psycho, or maybe you did not. You may have thought I was easy, that was what I'd been taught. But you'll never know me better, than a person I pass on the street. But you'll never matter to me, you'll see the bottoms of my feet. Who am I trying to kid here? Did you really believe me? If you're that gullible, that's something I should see. I guess I should tell the truth now, I guess you deserve to know. Because you made me the way I am today, and I hope one day I'll grow. ---------------------------------------------------- The end of this is for Justin but the begining is for ***, my other person I like  :0 |
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Dopey Dope
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Member Patricius
since 2000-08-30
Posts 11132San Juan, Puerto Rico |
I have no idea who this Justin kid is. Your fixation with him seems powerful. Yep yep..anyway I HAVE answered all your questions. A LONG TIME AGO, at that! But i guess you didn't see them. Anyway the poem was good.  I was born myself, raised myself, and will continue to be myself. The world will just have to adjust. |
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Allysa
since 1999-11-09
Posts 1952In an upside-down garden |
Alright Dopey, here's the scoop. I met Justin in the end of July, right before I went on vacatuon/ We got along so good and hit it off so well, that a week later, I asked him if he would "go out" with me. He said no. So I wrote him a poem and he loved it so he asked my bud for my phone number and called me, but I was on vacation/ When he finally got ahold of me, he asked if the offer still stood, I said shure and we talked for like two hours straight ( and I'm the person who holds the record for the most five minute phone conversations) so well, he called me everyday and we'd talk for hours about nothing. I told him about the ppl at my school that made fun of me and he said he was gonna have to have a talk with them and all this stuff that made me feel better. He complimented me all the time and I was his first girlfriend. I even got him to write me a note (why is it that it is so hard to get guys to write notes?) Then school started and he only called every week and we never saw each other and he felt bad because of all that, so he said why not just be buds for now and pick all that back up in January?? ANd I am where I am today. Well, I guess I'll have to look for those answers sometime. And what about the poem about the spoon????? Did I miss that too????? Luv ya!!! Allysa Don't wander throught this glassy surface, expecting to find more than me, because what I am without a purpose, but a lone mirage to see. |
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Erin Member Elite
since 2000-06-15
Posts 2527~Chicago~ |
Allysa~~~I wish you the best of luck...With Justin and the other guy...Keep us posted on whats going on...Girl dont follow what these guys are telling you...Follow your head and your heart cuz those are the only things you could...Dont let either of them sweet talk you...Its not worth getting hurt for a couple of sweet words...Keep up the good work... It TaKeS a MiNuTe To LiKe SoMeOnE, aN hOuR tO hAvE a CrUsH oN sOmEoNe & A dAy To FaLl In LoVe, BuT iT tAkEs A lIfEtImE tO fOrGeT sOmEoNe. |
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Acies
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Member Rara Avis
since 2000-06-07
Posts 7665Twilight Zone |
Allysa, Allysa, Allysa i read your reply to Dopey, and don't see anything that should make you so mad. with reagrd to nitsuj i mean. maybe i just misread your reply to dopey. This poem has a lot of anger tied on it. I do like it though. very well written  I see no changes, wake up in the morning I ask myself, "Is life worth living or should I blast myself" TUPAC SHAKUR |
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