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Allysa

Senior Member

since 1999-11-09

Posts 1952
In an upside-down garden

0 posted 2000-08-29 08:12 AM

I thought my life was perfect,
the day that I met you.
I thought I found my true love,
and I didn;t know what to do.
I thought I had a true friend,
to tell all of my thoughts.
But that wasn't the role you wanted,
and i guess it's all my fault.
You say right now is not a good time,
for you to be with me.
But what if I need you,
and I think that you need me.
I am so lost right now,
with nothing to hhold onto.
Not a sinlge hand to hold,
but it's not that you would want to.
I can't think of another thing,
that I need to say.
I just never in a million years,
guessed it would be this way.
I guess that I am lost,
and i don't know what to do,
I want so bad to be with you,
I hope that's something you want too.
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for justin

Don't wander throught this glassy surface, expecting to find more than me, because what I am without a purpose, but a lone mirage to see.

Lonelypoet
Member

since 2000-05-10

Posts 123
Conklin,NY,USA

1 posted 2000-08-29 09:50 AM

Allysa,
If it's any comforst I have gone through this I hope ou have a better ending than I did. Keep writing.

Dreams are the the gateways to making the impossible possible

Erin
Member Elite

since 2000-06-15

Posts 2527
~Chicago~

2 posted 2000-08-29 01:45 PM

Allysa~~~You said "I want so bad to be with you"...Then why dont you do something to tell this guy what want???Is this the guy that your other poems are about???

~*~TrUe LoVe Is ThE cLoSeSt ThInG tO hEaVen~*~

Allysa

Senior Member

since 1999-11-09

Posts 1952
In an upside-down garden

3 posted 2000-08-29 03:36 PM

lonelypoet: what was you're outcome?

Erin: I can't tell him because I want to (need to) leave him alone for a while. He needs to get his life back together and then we'll get back together, but it is true, I want to be with him, and he is the guy I write all of my poems for. HE even has one of them hanging on his wall, but not one that I posted here. It was how we started going out. I wrote him the poem and he was touched and he asked my best bud for my number and he called and asked if the offer to go out still stood and I said yes, and he would tell me all these things about how I'm so perfect and how he would never figure out why I liked him so much. And then one day he said, I have this little poem, one of the only poems I've ever heard and it's kinda old and he said Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and I love you. And I was like oh. And he was like, well that's another compliment and then a week later, after we exchanged notes, he said life was to crazy and we broke up. (eventually_

Don't wander throught this glassy surface, expecting to find more than me, because what I am without a purpose, but a lone mirage to see.

Erin
Member Elite

since 2000-06-15

Posts 2527
~Chicago~

4 posted 2000-08-29 04:56 PM

Alyssa~~~You shouldnt say that you need to leave him alone...Cause if he really cares about you and same with you...Then I think that you should really get through to him...Tell him everthing about how you feel...Why should you sit around and wait for him...If he needs to get his life back together...Does he really expect you to wait around...It could take a long time for someone to get their life back together...So I really think you should talk about it...Do you really think he would wait for you if that was you???Why arent yous together anyways???

~*~TrUe LoVe Is ThE cLoSeSt ThInG tO hEaVen~*~

Deranger
Member

since 2000-05-10

Posts 498
Somewhere, between here and there

5 posted 2000-08-30 03:19 AM

I Agree with ERIN (Hehe, all caps is fun). Take me for example, I have spent that past 17 years trying to piece together my shattered existence. It's like a puzzle you know, only there is no picture of what it’s supposed to look like. Life is short, tragically so sometimes, if you don’t take a risk, you can never be sure of what could have been or rather, what should be. Well, that’s my two cents. I’m sleepy, goodnight.

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