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Everytime i see you, my heart breaks,
What we had was so special,
Dreams come true and prayers answered.
But it all fell apart,
Leaving me angry and confused.
You'll probably never understand,
How much i suffered.
I cried myself to sleep for months.
I couldn't eat and i couldn't smile.
Looking in the mirror made me sick.
I felt rejected.
Deciding to move on, i put on a mask.
I treated you as a friend and was brave.
It was all an act, but it began to work.
Until i saw the places we'd been together,
Memories came flooding back.
I smile as i remember our fun,
Then my eyes fill as i remember it's over.
Your photo still smiles out of its frame,
In my room where i often look at it.
Your letters belong under my pillow,
Tear-stained and worn.
"I Would Do Anything For Love" will always be our song,
And i'll always remember our first kiss.
Our memories i'll always treasure,
Even the bad ones cos that's what love is all about.
I still dream about you and pray you're happy.
I'll never forget the happiness you gave me,
Even though pain now lives in my heart.
I'll never understand what i did wrong,
But whatever it was, i'm so very very sorry.
I've tried to move on like you wanted,
But it's not easy giving up on someone so special.
No guy has come close in comparison to you,
Although they've tried and so have I.
Everything i say comes out as:
"Sam and i..."
"Sam used to..." and,
"Sam would have..."
My favourite memory is of 'Rock-the-Dock'.
Do you remember that night?
I will for as long as i live.
And deep down,
I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU...