hey yall well today is my birthday. yup 21 today. and i decided to write a poem about my 21 years on this earth. its a long poem. and it is alittle dark. but it is all true. i hope you like it tell me what yall think. as yall get to see the real Jesse Jaymz. here it goes.
An Outlaw is Born
21 years ago today the anniversery of my birth unleashing this outlaw apon the earth Jesse Jaymz is my name and i say it with pride so come on, take my hand and let me take you for a ride as for my life it aint been easy looking back at the things i've done theres been alot of heartache but theres been alot of fun moved around alot in my life where i layed my head was home looking for a better life to the streets i did roam so i joined a gang and it was great it was like a family i just wanted to be apart of something and have people care about me see my dad left us at an early age leaving my mom to raise us on her own so she was always working and i was always home alone so the gang was fun and we had alot of good times but what i didnt know was that i was in to deep and that it was only a matter of time then came that dreadfull night when i turned 17 me and my friend were off to a party all dressed up in our t-shirt and jeans then a car came around the corner flying like a bat out of hell we seen that it was another gang one that we knew oh to well they fired off 4 quick shots as we jump out of the way "we missed him lets get out of here" i heard one of them say well they did miss me but they didnt miss my friend hit him right in the chest i knew this was his end i held him in my arms and he looked into my eyes he said you got to get out of this man or you might be the next to die he layed his head apon my chest and i knew he was dead but i did like he had told me i listened to what he siad so i got out of the gang we made our sepreate ways i got out of it alive and i am thankfull to this day i moved on with my life and then i fell in love she pulled me from the darkness she was my angel from above so i moved in with her and i gave her my heart thinking to myself that we'd never be apart it was a wild love nothing in my ever felt so true when she used to kiss my ear and whisper i love you things were going right again i was living all my dreamz it was like it was to good to be true lord i wish i could have forseen cuz as soon as things got good again it all came tumbling down she said she loved another someone else she had found that shattered my heart again and once again i was blue for i lost the only thing i had faith in and that was our love so true down for the count with no where to go thinking that life had handed me my final blow i am trying to pull myself up and let this broken angel fly looking for someone that will never make me cry can you take my hand? and lift me from the ground for deep inside this lonely soul a heart of gold does pound will you take this chance? and love someone like me for not a truer love will you ever see its all up to you so here is my heart just be carful with it dont let it fall apart i pray that you will say yes i pray that you will see i pray that will love a broken man like me...
Once upon a time there was a light in my life, now theres only love in the dark, There's nothing I can do, a total eclipse of the heart.
Happy Birthday Jesse. You have had a rough life but you are free of it now. You can start anew (that rebirth) and make the myths and legends hon. Use this birthday as your rebirth your new beginnings, and I will always be here for you, if you stumble... *hugs* Love ya Merry Christmas Isis
*I believe every time you put your words to paper, you change. Each feeling is set free, and you may follow.....* ~Isis~~Sovereign of the Spirit.
Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY
Hey hun--another great poem--although it made me cry but it will only get better now it has to you've been through a lot-- Happy Birthday (again) & if i dont talk to u today Have a very merry X-mas & a happy new year--im going to Albany for the week (as u already know) talk to u soon LOVE ELMO <3
Palm Bay, Florida
Well, the outlaw had a birthday, and I didn't know! So sorry I missed it, Jesse. Your poem is very touching, and truthful. I hope you find the happy life you have been seeking. I think you will, with that heart of gold. Luv ya Sandra
San Juan, Puerto Rico
Happy birthday JJ, I enjoyed reading your poem and learning about your life. You have had one hell of an adventure, and to think it's just beginning. I am sorry for your sorrow, but I feel certain tomorrow will be better ~~