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Dark Poetry #2

A New Found Happines??

xShUgArHiGhx

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since 2000-09-26

Posts 3150
tRyIn tO fIt iN2 mY oWn ShoEs

0 posted 2000-11-14 10:10 PM

Nothings as it appears to be,
Nothings as it seems.
No longer having to care,
To most is just a dream.
Depression is a dungeon,
In which you become entrapped.
Over a course of time,
Oddly enough you become attached.
Attached to the life,
With a smoke screen,
In front of your eyes.
A time when,
Instead of living,
You'd almost rather die.
You look at the world,
With maroon colored shades,
Are constantly lost,
In your anti-reality daze.
How can people like depression,
Is what most want to know
Why dont people get help,
Why dont others let it show?
The hurt doesnt sting as much,
You learn not to care.
You have a heart that beats,
But your feelings are bare.
I gave this up,
Most feel i've gained.
In my opinion i lost out,
On a sturdy terrain.
Got medicine,
To make me glad.
Take away my feelings,
Fix my sad.
Reality aint all its cracked up to be,
I thought i'd like,
This new feeling of "happy",
But i miss feeling sad,
Is that wrong,
Is that bad?
Its a feeling of comfort,
Not having to care.
No one effected me,
No one had to be there.
But im living a new life,
And pushing this in the past,
I just hope for once,
This new found happiness,
Will last.

Dark_kisses_Within
Senior Member

since 2000-03-21

Posts 680
Kansas

1 posted 2000-11-15 09:38 AM

Yep been here also.  You did an EXCELLENT job expressing yourself here.  And YES it does stay, maybe not at first but fight for what you really want.
I also understand about the "wanting to stay" in the depression.  In the darkness like that you need no one.  But the light is so much better, trust me.

Head for tht light

DkW

No person is worth your tears, and the only one that is ...... will never make you cry

Xeonox

Senior Member

since 2000-04-01

Posts 1764
CA, USA

2 posted 2000-11-16 01:23 AM

This poem relates to me as much as it realtes to you my friend. Great work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ronil (The sweet sound of summer sends serenity through my soul searching for that evermore solitude.)

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