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Erin
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since 2000-06-15
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0 posted 2000-08-30 12:48 PM




*~*My Pain*~*


I have so much pain,
and anger trapped inside,
that theres nowhere to run,
and nowhere to hide.

It makes me go crazy,
as if I was able to kill,
but I would do it all,
against my own will.

Its so hard to let it out,
but very painful to keep it in,
making it easier & easier,
for the devil to win.

Sometimes it gets me scared,
and other times drives me to tears,
I really do wonder,
if a single soul cares.

It is something that only I,
myself can feel,
showing me that only I,
will be able to help it heal.


~*~TrUe LoVe Is ThE cLoSeSt ThInG tO hEaVen~*~


© Copyright 2000 Erin Erbs - All Rights Reserved
lotharingia
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since 2000-06-04
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1 posted 2000-08-30 12:54 PM


Intense poem, Erin.
And if it's about you (which I hope it isn't), of course people care  
Talking about it might help.


Lotharingia
"Dreams are life, reality, creation" Miguel de Unanumo



Deranger
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since 2000-05-10
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2 posted 2000-08-30 12:56 PM


I care.  
My anger is trapped inside me too, I think the only real difference between us is the fact that, well, I am insane!  Oh, well, insanity is a blast!  Oh yeah, don’t kill anyone, my psycho-analyst says it’s bad!  
Well, if you ever want to talk about anger or anything, you know how to reach me, smiley.    




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Erin
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3 posted 2000-08-30 01:09 PM


Lotharinga~~~Ok this is about me. But I dont think that talking about it helps. It just keeps adding to the list of my pain. I would never think of killing myself so thats off the list. And how you say of course people care. I know that but sometimes it just doesnt seem like it.

Deranger~~~LOL you make me smile. I think that we all have anger trapped inside of us. And one day its just gonna happen to came out. All this inside of me I have kept in for a long time now. And I dont want to keep it in anymore. I know you care!   By the way why did you say smiley at the end??


~*~TrUe LoVe Is ThE cLoSeSt ThInG tO hEaVen~*~


lotharingia
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4 posted 2000-08-30 01:17 PM


Hi again  ,
I know this sounds a bit daft, but if you don't talk about it, or hint (like you did here), people won't know, and then they can't care.


Lotharingia
"Dreams are life, reality, creation" Miguel de Unanumo



Erin
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since 2000-06-15
Posts 2527
~Chicago~
5 posted 2000-08-30 01:24 PM


Ok lets say that I go to a psychologist or something like that. The only reason they are talking to me trying to help me is cause they are getting paid to. And talking to my friends or family about it, there are just some things that are to personal to tell them. And I wouldnt even want to tell them why would I tell someone that is getting paid to help. You know what I mean.
Rosebud1229
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since 2000-04-05
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6 posted 2000-08-30 02:26 PM


Erin you know what I love and that's that you can talk about it in poetry, It links us together, so often people do not open up and that's what drives them to the edge. Believe me your not alone, just everyone doesn't open up, I myself am good about closing off the world maybe we should all have a good scream and that would at least relieve some of the stess that builds up. I don't know where this comes from maybe everyone doesn't have that same demeanor but we do share a special bond here.
Erin
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7 posted 2000-08-30 04:00 PM


Rosebud~~~I noticed that it is easier to turn my feelings into poetry then a conversation. It just opens me up more then anything else would. Its hard for me to open up to anyone. And I just cant sit down and say ok this and that. You know what I mean. I dont want to talk to close friends about it cause I dont know what they will think after I tell them things. And family members some things are just to personal to tell them. And someone I dont know it would be hard for me to tell them cause they know nothing about me except the little bit of information that they are given. I think that the only person that could help me is myself. Nobody knows me better then I do.
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