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Jesse Jaymz
Senior Member
since 2000-01-24
Posts 708
Youngstown, ohio

0 posted 2000-06-30 05:02 AM


hi yall
well it has been awhile since i wrote.  and this one comes stright from my soul.  its a true story.  infact it just happened tonight.  i wish it didnt happen.  this is one sad poet.  =(  tell me what yall think.  

Wasted DreamZ

Wasted dreams and memories
Never to come true
All my dreams where shatterad one night
The night i broke up with you
I gave you my heart
To hold and to keep
But that night you broke it in 2
Now all i do is weep
You say that you still love me
And that you always will
The moment i heard those words
it was like time stood still
You said that things have changed
And that we should just be friends
You said our once great love
Should come to a painful end
i left your arms 4 months ago
but how was i to tell
that my life would go from absolute heaven
to depths of a firery hell
you say that you have found a new
since i went away
if i would have never left
it wouldnt be this way
if i was there
i could be in your arms
where you could hold me all night
and protect me from harm
but now all i hold is my pillow
and lay at night and cry
sometimes i wonder
why the hell i even try
cuz no matter what i do
i get hurt in the end
my heart has a hole so big
that no one can mend
i wanted to marry you
and give myself to you for life
i wanted to be your husbabd
and i wanted you to be my loving wife
i wanted to be together
for all eternity
i wanted to grow old with you
and have a loving family
but all my hopes came crashing down
right before my eyes
sending my life into a tailspin
into a spiriling demise
i dont know what to do anymore
the pains to much to bare
for in my heart the name wanda
will be etched forever there
i wish you the best of luck
in everything you do
and you will always have this little angel
watching over you
remember i will always love you
untill the very end
and no matter what you say
we are always more then friends
you will forever have my heart wanda
i hope that you can see
that i will always be your night angel
and you will always be my little chickadee
i wish i could turn back time
so i wouldnt have left you that night
back to when my dreams
were within my sights
i will always love you forever
but now i sit here and cry
cuz i mean nothing to you
and i dont know why
now i am off to sleep
to dream of you my dear
cuz this is the only place
that i can ever again hold you near
alone in a fake happiness
its not all as it seems
just another broken hearted person
and his wasted dreamz...

Jesse C. Jaymz


Do you bury me when I’m gone? Do you teach me while I’m here? Just as soon as I belong, Then it’s time I disappear...
MetallicA "I disappear"


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lotharingia
Senior Member
since 2000-06-04
Posts 897
saarbruecken, Germany
1 posted 2000-06-30 08:09 AM


Sooo sad, Jesse, it almost made me cry. I'm sorry you had such an unhappy experience, lost love is always terrible. But remember that it's better to break up like this (she still cares for you) than in a fight, and at least she was honest and told you about it. And don't give up hope, you never know who you will meet tomorrow!
BTW, I *love* the hat!  

Lotharingia
"For God's sake, he's a poet. Poets are meant to feel miserable. Otherwise, what the hell are they here for? What are they going to write about?"
Tom Holland


Deborah1
Senior Member
since 2000-06-22
Posts 653
New Hampshire
2 posted 2000-06-30 04:05 PM


Hi Jesse, Im very sorry for your pain, but never say never, so many times I thought it was the "end" and we worked things out, I'll be hoping for you!!! Hope your sadness is replaced by happiness very soon. I loved the poem, and wish you well!!1
Isis
Member Ascendant
since 1999-09-06
Posts 6296
Sunny Queensland
3 posted 2000-06-30 06:44 PM


Jesse hon, your big sissy is very proud of you, this is by far the best poem you have ever written!!  
I know your pain, hurt and confusion hon, but time does heal all wounds, you knew it was over, just hearing she had another was a stumble that is all.
I believe in you and know you have the will to get over this.  *hugs*  Talk to you soon.
Isis

I'll tell you this...... No eternal reward will forgive us now for wasting the dawn.....
~Isis~
(Goddess - Sovereign of the Spirit)


Jeremiah Johnson
Senior Member
since 2000-06-08
Posts 1223
Brooksville, Fl, U.S
4 posted 2000-07-01 01:06 AM


so very sad i feel your pain the same thing has happened to me but in a different way but thats another story. this one is about you. i've never in my life found anyone to care about me until i found this place and now many people do and i know they to care about you. hope that you get your dreams back and everything works out for you. keep up the good work.

I'm a dying romantic and when i can no longer write i can no longer live -Jeremiah Johnson-


Jesse Jaymz
Senior Member
since 2000-01-24
Posts 708
Youngstown, ohio
5 posted 2000-07-01 03:25 PM


hi again
thanks for all the great feedback and support.  it means alot.  right now i am so messed up and sad.  and this really made my day.  it made the broken angel feel better again.  ya know i was gonna marry this person.  then she does this.  sometimes your the windshild, sometimes your the bug, sometimes it all comes together, sometimes you losing love.  i guess its just another loss.  sis,  thank you so much.  i just want to thank you publicly for everything you have done for me.  you really helped me alot.  and you truly are my big sis.  *hugs*  lotharingia, thank you for loving my hat to     i am a cowboy, hehehehehe.  thanks again yall.


Do you bury me when I’m gone? Do you teach me while I’m here? Just as soon as I belong, Then it’s time I disappear...
MetallicA "I disappear"


Isis
Member Ascendant
since 1999-09-06
Posts 6296
Sunny Queensland
6 posted 2000-07-04 08:08 PM


No thanks necessary hon *hugs*

I'll tell you this...... No eternal reward will forgive us now for wasting the dawn.....
~Isis~
(Goddess - Sovereign of the Spirit)


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