Lost in a haze of complete confusion
I feel this battle of my heart & mind I'm losing
Never understanding how I ended up here
Not wanting to hurt you & filled with such fear
I continue to stay forever lost in my twisted reality
My heart, mind, & soul feel like a tragic fatality
I choose not to see things that are painfully obvious to others
Now my heart feels so heavy with lies we both try to cover
I feel so alone & so very lost in my world
I scream for help~yet I'm never heard
Losing faith, losing hope, losing heart, losing soul
In general just being forever lost
Looking around my world I start to realize my loss
And seeing what it has cost
How did I get here? How did this happen to me?
All I wanted was to be loved for free
A no regret kind of love
One that fits me like a glove
How did something so right turn into
something that carries so much pain & sadness into our lives?
Here I sit..lost forever in my own haze of complete confusion...