hehe, demoralizing is it? You have a point there. The sting of 0 responses is a most irritating and sorrowful sting indeed, one many here know all too well.
I've read this work, looked at your comments and am reading it again. Abstract poetry is not one of my strong suits so bear with me as I struggle to comprehend your meaning...
Yesterday is ash, tomorrow is smoke; only today does the fire burn.
"Everything is your own damn fault, if you are any good." E. Hemmingway