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oneil
New Member

since 2000-08-02

Posts 1

0 posted 2000-08-02 06:19 PM

I'm sorry for all the pain i've 'cause.
paranoid schizophrenic I know I'm not.
I'm sorry for the lies i've told
I'm sorry to mislead with you with eyes blinfold
You may never forgive me for what I've done
For that I can understand
I know I don't deserve to even look in your direction.
But, please you must understand
I never set out to hurt you
That was never my intention.
The other night when you called me a vagabond
Was the most hurtful thing, that still plays with my emotions
I now know how you must feel
Hurt, Anger, Pain and the wanting of vengance.

So not to worry, I'll be packing my bag shortly
My destination is all planned.
Just a few more things to straighten out
So next time you go to work,
you won't have to worry about me being up in your place alone.
I know you can never trust me again
That I can also understand.
You say how can a person so smart be so stupid
I've been wondering that myself
Only I can't come up with a good explantion.
I know I need counseling
Right now with everything else that's what I'm concentrating on.
You may think I give excuses, but it's the situation I'm placed in.

So I say thanks for helping me out when I needed it
Thanks for opening the door when all others were closed
Thanks for not letting me feel less of man.
Thanks for pretending to understand,
And above all else Thanks for the roof over my head
Although sometimes by my behavior I really don't deserve one.

Jenn E
Senior Member

since 2000-08-02

Posts 589
Kelowna, BC, Canada

1 posted 2000-08-02 08:40 PM

I really feel you have made a good first step here in understanding yourself. I hope you carry on with your journey, as thats what life is about, Learning. You gave a lot of yourself here, thanks for sharing. Welcome and good luck.

Jenn

Bill Charles
Member Patricius

since 2000-07-11

Posts 10619
highways, & byways, for now

2 posted 2000-08-02 08:44 PM

oneil,
Thank you for sharing this work that you have wrote. Sad, but many times very true.

Jeffrey Carter

Member Elite

since 2000-04-08

Posts 2367
State of constant confusion!

3 posted 2000-08-02 08:52 PM

Hi and welcome to Passions

I think you'll find a lot of ppl that can relate to you and the situation you have written about

I think you will love it here

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