I have asked those very questions, and begged for answers. The answer I have come to hold closest to my heart. Is that the mind can be the worst cage known to man. I have for three years been reprograming my thought processes. It is a constant battle. Every negitive thought that enters my mind is emediately replaced with a positive one, and at the same time the perspective changes. I have found peace, but the downside is that nothing is of any great signifigance. Actualy It's the upside. My point is that it's all perspective. I do not see the point in our social behavior, or the system I once held dear. I am now determined to escape to a place of purity, peace, and one of love. Until I reach my destination I Look forward to the escape from this reality which I find in my dreams. Stay positive FreeSoul The Great I AM lives in you!!!