-- Shattering Like Glass -- (??-??-98)
Keeping it inside, bound by a love so strong.
There was nothing to say, when it suddenly felt wrong.
Just kept it inside and hoped for the best,
Maybe this time I'll pass the test.
Maybe this time the virus won't spread,
Just a muffle of a voice was inside my head.
But it's spreading faster than I ever thought before,
One little word should have led to more.
But it didn't and so it spreads like the plague,
The thoughts build up from that voice in my head.
Still keeping it in but bursting at the seems.
There's too much here that we can't fit between.
Just a little gap or space, a place to get through.
Just one touch so that I could feel you.
But it isn't there it's way too late,
The virus has spread and love becomes hate.
A word said in comfort offers only lies,
A word said in sympathy, is just jealosuy in disguise.
I'm trying to hold it in but I just can't last,
My blood is like poison, and my heart beats too fast.
I was stronger than diamonds,
But I shattered like glass.
I learned to control my emotions,
But I never learned to let go of the past.
Now it's done, we're over, we're through,
But there's still too much of me that belongs to you.
I know how to let it go, but I can't control my heart.
It seems to be the same whenever we part.
A relief from the virus that I couldn't keep inside.
Regret from it's poison that I see in your eyes.
Emptiness from the part of me that used to be filled by you.
Sadness from the part of me that used to be with you.
I try to move forward and forget about the past.
I try to be a diamond but I'm shaterring like glass...
"The storm rises up when the shadows descend
every beat of my heart every day without end
I will stand like a rock I will bend till I break
till theres no more to give if thats what it takes
I will risk everything I will fight I will bleed
I will lay down my life if thats what you need
every second I live thats the promise I make"
I have no idea who wrote this... tell me if you know. =)