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SorrowsMystress
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I'm a wanderer, a nomad...I don't live in one particular area, Just wherever I end up.

0 posted 2000-04-07 12:47 PM


A Glimpse Into Insanity(Love Makes Me Crazy)

Always the hunted
Cry, girl, cry
I thought of you in this way
Don't feel pity, it only makes me guilty
The pain I feel when you want her
The power I feel when I **** you
Far away and long ago
I froze these eyes of salty tears
To drown you out and hide my fears
And break you down
Farther down
Than I could ever be
Sinister grins and sultry eyes
Summon me to your wicked ways
The anguish is gone but the bitterness stays
And I could care less anymore
My body so used and sore
And after all I don't regret
All of the things that I forget
You wish for death, so let it be
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I HATE ME
And after all....
I'm a sweet, sweet girl
With the Devils smile
I liked you and the way you were
But for some reason I still can't see
How changing you would mean changing me
When the hell will I ever learn
Hidden behind your smile and deep concern
Is a fallen angel in disguise
Decieving me with your beautiful lies
You make me want to kill myself
By feeding me pain and all your filth
You made me what I am today
The cynical girl you love to hate
But you'll find me here
In my latent world
Still your little whore
Still your little girl
And how many times must I plea
Before you stop and follow me
Out of the darkenss and discontent
Where there's no need to forgive or repent
You're the perfect drug, my heroin
I am the catholic, you are my sin
When I'm with you, I can't resist
Temptation strikes, only lust exists


 "It was my love that did us both to death. " -Sylvia Plath

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poetFemmeFatale
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1 posted 2000-04-11 11:01 AM


Wow, I read alot of pain and frustration in this...sounds like it would do you good to move on to someone else who REALLY loves you, and doesn't just use you.  You deserve better than that.  Painful poem, but good!
SorrowsMystress
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I'm a wanderer, a nomad...I don't live in one particular area, Just wherever I end up.
2 posted 2000-04-11 12:40 PM


Thanks for your concern! But I must tell you, I wrote this months ago about an ex boyfriend. The poems I write of love and happieness...those are inspired by my recent boyfriend...who treats me like a queen, even though I feel I totally don't deserve it. I have moved on from those who choose to break my heart and my soul repeatedly...but thank you very much for your kind words, they really mean a lot to me!


 "It was my love that did us both to death. " -Sylvia Plath



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