I'm a wanderer, a nomad...I do
Of all the things you could have done
To hurt me, to break me
You had to go and do
Just what I never thought you would
I had my suspicions
I had my doubts
But I never thought I'd see the day
That I would figure this intent out
I know that there's someone else
I've seen and had the proof fall in my lap
You can't deny it any longer.
I can't bear to ask you why
Because I already know the response
"I don't know"
I've heard it a million times before
"I don't know"
Just a denial
You said you never wanted to hurt me
So why lie to me?
Why take me and bend me over
And rape my soul of it's dignity?
You tell me I shouldn't be the victim
You say I should trust in you
You say I shouldn't worry
Well, what else did you expect me to do?
I knew something was going on
I knew there was another
Why did you have to wait
Until I fell in love with you
To reveal the you that you knew you were
Why did you wait
For my heart to belong to you
To shred it apart
Like it was nothing..nothing...NOTHING TO YOU!
I would cry but the tears would be wasted
Like they have been many a times for you
You wouldn't care, it wouldn't make a difference
So I guess this means we're through
Or would you like to walk on me some more
Tell me you love me, it will never happen again
Tell me there's no one else,
Tell me you only have eyes for me
Well, you don't need your eyes to love another
You don't need your bed to be infatuated
You don't need me anymore
So why keep me around?
Why keep me bound
To your painful lies
why keep me here
When you know I'm in hell
Why keep me at all
When you know you feel nothing
nothing for me at all..........
"It was my love that did us both to death. " -Sylvia Plath