Not that good??!! This is brilliant! Don't do anything more to it, it doesn't need anymore work. I understand totally what you mean. I believe that if this person does leave you, you will be able to cope, it may be harder, but it is possible. I know that sometimes life is really tough and it looks like there's no way out of the situation you're in, but faith and persistance will see you through.
Love & Hugs
The tragedy of it is that nobody sees the look of desperation on my face. Thousands and thousands of us, and we're passing one another without a look of recognition.