I have this life I cannot live, I might as well just die,
But if I die, I'll have to know if I go up, or down, or fly.
If I don't die, I'll have to think of what just might occur,
And if I die, I just might go right down to Lucifer.
If I don't die, I wonder if I can look back on what life seems,
If I don't die, I wonder if I'll meet the man of my dreams.
If I don't die, I wonder if I'll have many baby bottles,
If I don't die, I wonder id I'll be a super model.
If I die, I wonder if I'll just be with the thunder,
There is no reason just to die, cause then I cannot wonder.