(((((((hugebighuggs))))))) I wish that you didn't have to go through what you're going through - I wish I could take it away somehow, make it easier....... You probably already know what I'm gonna say, but I'll say it again - I'm here for you, whenever you need me, I'll help shelter you from the storm as best I can, always.
It is so often difficult to still the tears that take one through to the ending of light...with sleep, if only in dreams, one can hope for reprieve. Your poem describes so creatively how this feels. Wonderfully written.
This is cool dark angel...I remember when my first wife left me and took my three boys and I would have to watch TBN half the night to put my mind at ease so I could go to sleep and the pain was so intense that I would always pray to God that I wouldn't wake up in the morning...to a fresh dose of pain. James