You Never Want Me (I love you hun)

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Cutie Putootie
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since 2000-01-20

Posts 54
Ohio

0 posted 2000-03-13 08:17 PM

I step towards you with my arms open wide
I can see the tears in your hazy blue eyes
I wonder if you'll ever feel as if your loved
You never want me to hold you
or want me to say "I love you"

I touch your cheek on your sunken in face
I wonder when you'll end this terrible race
I look at your bones sticking out of your frame
You never want me to feed you
or want me to say "You're beautiful"

You smile as you lay your head on my shoulder
I pray and wish someone would have warned her
You don't cry anymore I think you're just numb
You never want me to comb your hair
or let me rekindle your spark.

My gaze stays locked on your mirror-like eyes
I think of all my attempts, failures, and tries
You never laugh anymore and you never cry
You never let me listen to you
or let alone, talk about your problem.

As I hold you there I wish I could take you away
But if I tried to take you, I know what you'd say
You'd say, "I'm alright, I always am Kimberly."
You never want me to take you away
or let me make a bed for you here.

I wish sometimes I could take your place
Even if I am not your mother, but just a friend
You are everything to me and I always have a fear
that I'll lose you one day to the darkness...
When you are in and out of the hospital you tear me apart dear.

Denise

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Member Seraphic

since 1999-08-22

Posts 22648

1 posted 2000-03-13 08:53 PM

Your love shines in this Cutie. She must sense that. Perhaps that will be the very thing to bring about a miracle. HUGS to you both.

Denise

Cutie Putootie
Member

since 2000-01-20

Posts 54
Ohio

2 posted 2000-03-13 10:16 PM

Dsnyder: Thanks so much for the HUGS I know I need them, along with her. I hope everything starts to turn around for the better.

Denise

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Member Seraphic

since 1999-08-22

Posts 22648

3 posted 2000-03-14 03:01 PM

I do too, Cutie. I'll keep her in my prayers.

Denise

Blondie
Member

since 1999-08-06

Posts 307
Ohio

4 posted 2000-03-14 04:42 PM

Ok Kim so you accomplished what you wanted, you almost made me cry. I was on the verge of crying but I held strong. You hit right home literally, and I know YOU know that, and probably the whole Passions.

But you know me, I have a passive personality. I'm so sorry for your hurt...REALLY sorry! AND...I'm trying, I really am...I'm trying daily.

[This message has been edited by Blondie (edited 03-14-2000).]

Cutie Putootie
Member

since 2000-01-20

Posts 54
Ohio

5 posted 2000-03-14 04:50 PM

Blondie~
I love you, I didn't mean for you to get upset about this, I just meant for it to hit home, maybe even help. This is really how I feel hun, and I wish you could see it through my eyes because then you would see what you are putting yourself through. I know it's hard but I love you...I know you are having problems at home, but please listen to me.

Blondie
Member

since 1999-08-06

Posts 307
Ohio

6 posted 2000-03-14 06:08 PM

And I love you too...Thanks so much for your support.

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