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mete out Member
since 2000-02-16
Posts 270england |
I make a concious effort every morning not to let things get me down and to just ride on whatever wave I happen to catch. It does last for a good while, sometimes almost all day, but more often than not, my optimism fails me and I sink back down into my usual depths of not quite despair, not quite torture, but the feeling that my insides are being systematically sqeezed of all their life and usefullness.My stomach feels pinched and uncomfortable. I'm not ready anyore. Every single ****ing day I start off fine and every single ****ing day ens in the same, sick-filled slumber. Lathergy replaces every ounce of hope and good will that morning held for me. Although I know this can't feasibly last forever- it is hard to remain in this positive mind-set because I feel like so much crap. But, for now, I'll just try to ride on whatever wave I happen to catch. I am not a preacher, I just speak the world as I see it. |
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infinat3 sadn3ss Member
since 2000-02-14
Posts 85somerset england |
do you have telepathic access into my brain or something ? . especially the fact that you put it in today of all days . another great one lou , keep going , keep striving . love mike |
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mete out Member
since 2000-02-16
Posts 270england |
*Thankyou!* It makes the world of difference to knw that I have friends such as yourself rooting for me. I hope that I can support you in the way that you support me. Love always....Lou xxx I am not a preacher, I just speak the world as I see it. |
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Thinker New Member
since 2000-03-06
Posts 8 |
Hey there. Im here for you always babey I love you and I dont know how much longer I can just put up with what your going throuh. I hate that I cant do anything, its killing me. Dont think that your bringing me down with what ever you tell me, its not that that bothers me, its the not knowing how you going to get on when you get home thats the problem. Im always with you babe, in person or in spirit, Your never alone, a piece of me is always with you. your lover Thinker To think is a right To know is to be too sure of your own exsistance |
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mete out Member
since 2000-02-16
Posts 270england |
***Baby, We are so nearly there...We are neraly out of the woods...as youso eloquently said, there is bound to be a few hedges left, but we will leap over them. I am so lucky...and I realise this... I love you. I am not a preacher, I just speak the world as I see it. |
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mete out Member
since 2000-02-16
Posts 270england |
here goes my cheekiness again... i just feel more people shoud read this... I am not a preacher, I just speak the world as I see it. |
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