***Cabes honey....I hate that you are still feeling so bad - especially when things seemed to be looking up for you.... as I have said before, please don't hesitate to give me a shout if you need me, i'm crap at advice but I'm a good listener. see you soon.....
I am not a preacher, I just speak the world as I see it.
I agree with dsnyder, if you learn to be content with what you have, life does become better and it's easier to find what you want. Great poem - remember life (or you poetry) is not "as good as it gets". I think you have potential. Not that you're not good already.
Glen Hope, PA USA