Thank you, Rufff and Amy!
I woke this morning with this feeling of "why"...and this poem came easily off the top of my head. It seems that when things were at a very low point for me, I leaned into the fellowship of others at my church, in a local single again class...but since things now have seemed to level out, I am less active in my church groups. Sad, how this happens. I pray, daily...but when things are at a low, I tend to "talk" more with God and keep him in the foreground of my life. I was just questioning (not really expecting answers) why this is so in most of us. I am going to try to "include" Him more in my times of peace, too.
Again, thanks for your kind comments!